Happy 1st Birthday Chase Eduard!
It was Chase's 1st Birthday
Yesterday held at Elements Restaurant, Ivory Grand Hotel Apartment behind Mall
of the Emirates. It was a Lunch Buffet attended by the Birthday Boy's Parent's
friends, colleagues and school mates (ASMSI - UAE).
I am not going to tell you about
the celebration or a review of the restaurant instead I'm going to share with
you the feelings of a desperate mom to be. Kinda weird, Yeah? But Yes! Looking
at Chase Yesterday I felt so happy that he has grown such a handsome little boy
which his parents should be very proud of. The more that I became so happy when
I saw the Twin Boys (Liam and Yono) and my little Kuya RR, they’re my
batchmates kiddos. Seeing them reminds
me of how unhappy I am for not having a little one. Yeah, we tried and we’ve
done many things just to have one but we’re not lucky enough.
The only relief I had yesterday
for not feeling such a failure was while looking at the gorgeous ladies on our
right (also an SOM Alumni), one or two of them don’t even have boyfriend maybe.
It is not about judging them for not being in a relationship or not being
married, what I mean was that I am way ahead of them because I am already
married and supposedly I have more chances of having a baby compared to them.
At this point of time, infertility
has been our worst experience. I don’t know if ahead of this life we will still
have the chance to become parents. Everybody knows how we wanted to……but yeah we’re
not among those lucky one.
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